i am SORRY

I am sorry about hurting and lying to you today*
And i am sorry for all of the other days i might have done the same.
I am sorry for putting you somewhere that you didn't wanna be.
I am sorry for putting anyone else in front of you.
I am sorry for hurting you and not him.
I was wrong.
I should of said something else, or the truth for that matter.
But its hard when one is forced to hurt someone they love.
In order to keep the one they are falling in love with.
That could leave any day and never come back.
I am sorry, i should of trusted you more with this.
But didn't.
You know that i would never do anything like that.
I am not like that.
And you should of known that i would never do anything to hurt you.
I love you with all my heart.
You are someone i would die with out.
I would take a bullet for you.
You are my best friend and my "sister".
Therefore if i ever did anything like this,
You would be the first person to find out.
Because i trust you with everything.
You are always in my heart'n'soul
I would never do anything like this, for both you and i resent it.
i love you, my best friend.