you

i could wait 1 million days, if on the millionth day i got to see you.
but when you have to wait a few days more than you would like.
you get fed up with waiting.
you said i promise i will see you no matter what.
that day has come and gone yet still no phone call.
i really want to see you cause i really miss you.
but that doesnt seem to matter to you.
you dont care if i wait, but as soon as you have to.. u r through.
and i dont want it to be over, cause i miss you and everything about you.
i need your voice so that i can sleep at night,
i need to see you so that way i know your ok
i wish i could be with you every second of everyday, but i cant.
all i know is that in my heart
you're the only thing that makes it so that i can
live and breathe with out dying or feeling horrible.
all i need is you,
not just the you in the weekends, but i want you to be real with me 24/7!
because i really need you

why excitement and happiness? why?

as my heart pounds from excitement
i don't understand why.
sure i am happy that i am talking to you
but how is talking to you any different from talking to the other guys i have liked
i cant make a decision on why
is it because i missed you?
is it because you have been gone and i have been waiting?
or is it because i really like you more than anyone else i have ever liked?
either way it comes to me being excited.
all i know is that when i talk to you
everything else seems to disappear,
nothing in the world matters,
its just you and me talking as if we have known each-other for years,
we joke, laugh, tell each-other the complications in our life, and we talk about us.
when we talk about us, it is hard to focus cause i am so happy and different things rush through my mind with every word you put in my head, but i am still happy and excited.
why?
i don't know the answer to yet, all i can say is that there is a reason, and it needs to be discovered, for why i am like this... but only with you

someone

has someone told u that they r there for u, then bailed
has someone told u that they would always be there when u come back
has someone told u that they loved u and always would, but then when u r redy, they r gone?
has anyone turned their back on u when u needed them most
has someone promised to b by ur side through the good and bad times, but when the bad turns to worst they r gone?

promise not to b that someone, promise to b that

someone who will hold on to the hand of the one they love and never let go
someone who will hold u so close, no one can hurt u
someone who will promise that he wont ever treat u like u've been treated in the past

everyone is looking for the special someone, and when u find them makesure u keep them, cause people like that dont come around very often...

if u've got something good, dont destroy it, cherish it