do you see

i am happy
i know why but do you
i have butterflies in my stomach
all i can do is dream
its beautiful, just you and me
i am, but do you see, how you have changed my personality?
i cant stop smiling
i am always happy
and everyone knows it, but do you...

i need to get to know you better, but i have fun talking to you, i am always relaxed
i get to be myself...


but do you see?

not for him!

I mat not be near you alot, but who ever i am with all i can think about is you.
with everything i do, your always in my head.
when i look at guys, i see your face.
i cant stop looking at my phone, because i am waiting for your call or text.

but why is it you that is always in my head, i cant seem to get away from it, but at the same time...
i love it

what i have done

as i cried myself to sleep.
i couldn't stop thinking of what we could of been.
you are the one who missed out, not me!
even though these tears run down my face, it wouldn't stop me from staying in the same place.
i have tried to forget, yet it is unsuccessful.
i have tried to lose everything that includes you.
but it is impossible.
and now all i can think of is what i missed in life because of you

times

at one moment you could be happier than ever, but within a blink of an eye its gone.

i was happy, everything was going good, i wanted to be slower than i was; because in my past going too fast destroyed everything.

little did i know that i would get hurt.

little did i know that i would cry.

i never though i could be so happy as i did before, but i was and i was great-full that it happened.

now that it had happened i could finally say that i am happy that i have been given such a great day.

now it is over, its time to move on.


there are greater things in life, for me to hold on to.

my time has come and passed, i hoped that that feeling could only last.

it is time so say good-bye to something that would of been a blast.

Dont Chya

don't you ever just wanna

go away and never come back

go to sleep and never wake up

run away and never stop

leave everything you kno and move on

curl up in a dark corner where you hope no one will find you

but you still look for that

serene place where every problem in the world just goes away

that one place you feel safe

the place you feel like your self instead of the fake person you pretend to be

the one place you feel whole

the one place you feel warm

the one place you would be happy to spend the rest of your life there

with the one person you truly love

it would be perfect, even serene

the truly perfect place to be with the one you love